Friday, February 5, 2010
Monday, July 6, 2009
Twin Flames vs Soul Mates
Twin Flames vs Soul Mates
This is a random post I found, and which I agree with 100%.
We all have several soulmates. We only have one twin flame though....the twin flame is the other half of our spiritual self. Soulmates are people that have been with us for many incarnations---sometimes positively, sometimes negatively, but these are the people that are in your life for a reason and vice versa.
Your twin flame (or other half) may not choose to incarnate at the same time you do. In fact, he or she may be over on the other side. Usually, when Twin Flames reunite, there is a large age difference and unusual circumstances either surrounding them or preventing them from being together altogether. For example, you both might be married. When you find him or her you'll know it....you will communicate without words, you will sense each other even if you're far apart from each other (this can be said about soulmates too) and you will feel as though you can not live without that person---literally. Also, whether or not you can be together is irrelevant in that you have come together to discover something, even if it can only be on a friendship level on this incarnation. You must keep communicating once you have found each other---it really isn't an option. It's frightening, but incredibly wonderful
This is a random post I found, and which I agree with 100%.
We all have several soulmates. We only have one twin flame though....the twin flame is the other half of our spiritual self. Soulmates are people that have been with us for many incarnations---sometimes positively, sometimes negatively, but these are the people that are in your life for a reason and vice versa.
Your twin flame (or other half) may not choose to incarnate at the same time you do. In fact, he or she may be over on the other side. Usually, when Twin Flames reunite, there is a large age difference and unusual circumstances either surrounding them or preventing them from being together altogether. For example, you both might be married. When you find him or her you'll know it....you will communicate without words, you will sense each other even if you're far apart from each other (this can be said about soulmates too) and you will feel as though you can not live without that person---literally. Also, whether or not you can be together is irrelevant in that you have come together to discover something, even if it can only be on a friendship level on this incarnation. You must keep communicating once you have found each other---it really isn't an option. It's frightening, but incredibly wonderful
Monday, June 29, 2009
Life Realization
I hate forcing myself to let go of person that I need in my life.. it’s the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, it’s the same thing that complicates me. I know that I’m better without him, yet I feel empty whenever I try to let go…now tell me, is emptiness better that constant hurting???
v Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa kanya na nasasaktan ako. Minsan gusto ko rin sabihing nahihirapan na ako. Kaso natatakot ako kasi baka sabihin nya, “Bakit mo ko sisisihin? kasalanan ko bang di kita kaya mahalin?”
v Minsan kahit pilitin kong limutin ang isang tao na naging part ng buhay ko, di ko magawa! Kahit na sinaktan at iniwan nya lang ako! Dahil ako mismo sa sarili ko alam ko na handa ako ulit masaktan basta bumalik lang sya,,,
v The problem with loving too much is not the fact that the one you love doesn’t give a damn or doesn’t love you as much but it’s the question that will hurt you every time you ask, “san ba ko nagkulang?”
v Parang gusto ko syang kalimutan pero di ko alam kung paano at kailan, di ko sigurado dahil baka magkamali lang ako at magsisi lang. Baka kasi kung kailan ko sya nakalimutan, tsaka pa sya matauhan…
v What is sad about loving somebody is when you’re not good enough because somebody else still occupies his mind and heart and… you know you can’t compete…
v Sabi nila pag wala na yung taong mahal mo,”move on” ..pero pano ba magpaalam sa isang nakaraan pilit kang binabalikan at sa isang taong sa nangako sayo na, “kahit kailan di kita iiwan…”
v The sad situation is not the discovery that your prince is committed to someone else. What’s truly pathetic is how you try to snatch the princess role for yourself…when really, you’re just the witch who gets in the way…
v I believe the saddest thing in life is caring so much for someone and then one day, you look into their eyes and realize that they’re gone. All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name…
v I’ll never hate him for not loving me..i’ll never hate seeing him with the girl he loves coz I know… he’s happy… but I hate him most when…he’s making me fall even more while here I am trying my very best… to “let go”…
v Mahirap balikan ang isang taong minsan ka nang sinaktan,,madaling magbigay ng isa pang chance pero mahirap ng ibalik ang tiwalang nasira lalo na kung sya pa ang sumuko at nang-iwan…
v Minsan kahit gano mo kamahal ang isang tao, kailangan mo nang bitawan…kahit gaano mo pa pinahalagahan, di dahil di mo sya mahal kaya mo sya iiwan…walang matibay na dahilan kundi ang katotohanang di ka na nya kailangan…
v Don’t give up on her like you did to me… since you chose her, I’ve learned to set you free. Do everything you can, it’s worth all the fuss coz if it wasn’t for her, still, it could have been us…
v Minsan nagkukunwari ako pag nasasaktan, sa pagluha ko nalalabas ang tunay na nararamdaman,, pero minsan nagkukunwari akong maligaya sa harap ng iba, tumatawa, kahit ang totoo…hindi ko na kaya…
v Minsan ayaw kong bumitiw sa kamay dahil ayaw ko syang mawala pero wala akong magagawa kung sya na mismong nagsabi na… “huwag ka nang kumapit pa,,, dahil bibitawan na kita..”
v Bakit kaya pag mahal mo parating inaagaw? Nakakatakot noh? Kaya ako,takot akong mawala sya sakin,,pero hindi ba mas nakakatakot pag alam mong yung umagaw e yun pang minahal nya dati…
v Tama bang mag-move on? Kahit yung nakaraan… masakit pa? Tama bang magmahal kahit sya pa rin nasa puso mo? At tama bang magsinungaling kahit…alam mo sya pa rin ang mahal mo?
v I’m sorry if you can’t love me the way you loved the one before me, so I’ll let you go to find the person and hope someday you’ll see, that the one true love you’re looking for, was the one who set you free…
v When I see him, his smile, his frown, his eyes, just everything about him,, I end up liking him just as much as I did before I stop. I guess once you love someone, and admit it, there’s no crossing back. It’s a line that will forever stay embedded deep within your heart. Because once you have loved that someone, it doesn’t go away. You’re forced to care. And though how much you wish to prevent it, deep inside you know, he’ll always be special…
v Di ko alam kung ano ang tunay na nararamdaman mo para sakin, pero kung ano man yun, nakahanda ako,mahal mo man ako o hindi, laro o totoo, isa lang alam ko,,, mahal kita masaktan man ak
v Blame me coz I met you… Blame me coz I fell in love with you so much… Blame me for everything you thought I shouldn’t have done… But, for that one promise you told me, “I’ll spend a lifetime with you, I love you”, should I blame you for the pain you caused when you left me in the dark with a broken heart????
v Tell me you hate me, with me you’re always blue, it hurts if you don’t tell me, you know I suffer too. Tell me you’re crying and with me you feel so low. Just tell me you don’t love me, and softly, I’D LET YOU GO…
v “Should I smile because we’re friends? or should I cry because that’s all we’ll ever be??”
v UNDERSTANDING vs. STUPIDITY
When he says, “no”, I say, “ok” I never ask “why?”… when he says “sorry”, more than saying ok, I say, “I understand”.. he told me “I love you”, I didn’t reply, “I love you too” but, “thanks for loving me too”… whenever he says “goodnight” I tell him, “I’d still enjoy tomorrow because you’re there standing by”… but one day he admitted, “I love someone else”, guess what I said, “go on. Be happy. I let go, coz if that’s the thing that will make you smile, I’d rather choose to get hurt than see the sad face I see when you’re mine…”
v Diba ang hirap pag may mahal ka pero di sayo? Gusto mo makasama pero iba kasama nya, gusto mo alagaan pero iba nag-aalaga sa kanya. Higit sa lahat mahirap mahal ka din nya pero tangina, asan sya???
v Time will come when you have to let go of someone who matters to you,, even if you try to stop it, you just can’t..yes it sucks especially when you know you’ve given all and things still went wrong, even if you tried your best to keep the relationship.. all things end, all things stop and all things fade.. all including a love that you thought that would last forever…
v Ano ba ang ex? Yun bang pinaiyak ka na, pinatawad mo pa? Yun bang binalewala ka na, hinahanap mo pa? Yun bang nagmamahal na ng iba, minamahal mo pa? O yun bang kinalimutan ka na, tinetext mo pa??
v Mahirap ibalik ang nakaraan, nagkulang man tayo, di na kayang punuan…gusto man nating ulitin, di natin kaya gawin…pero pinakamahirap sa lahat…yung may chance na ibalik ang nawala pero di nagawa…
v You wanna know what really sucks? It’s when you want to ask one simple question but your heart is way too scared of the answer…
v Sana kaya ng puso ko maging fair para kung sino lang ang nagmamahal ng sobra sakin, sya na lang pipiliin kaysa yung taong kahit mahalin ko ng sobra sobra, iba rin ang pinipili nya… =’(
v Masakit mahalin ang taong di ka na mahal,,,nakakapagod lang umasa pero kahit umiwas ka na, may mas sasakit pa,,,ang patagong umasang babalik siya habang hinihintay mo ang araw na matanggap mong wala ng pag-asa…
v Wala akong ibang gusto kundi ang makita kang masaya. Lahat gagawin ko, makita ka lang na maligaya. Pero kung ang tanging paraan ay ang masaktan ako, kahit mahirap, kahit masakit…iiyak ako para sa kaligayahan mo…
v Kailan kaya darating ang araw na sa pagising ko, ayos na ang lahat? Yung di ko na kailangang tiisin ang sakit at magkunwaring masaya…yung masasabi ko ng totoo na “sa wakas, nakayanan ko, di ko na sya mahal…”
v Gaano kahirap turuan ang pusong magmahal ng isang taong di mo mahal? Ganun din kaya kahirap kung pipiliting wag mahalin ang taong mahal na mahal mo?
v Ang nagmamahal sayo,minsan nakakalimutan mo, minsan nababalewala, ginagawa mong tanga,,,syempre mahal ka nga naman. Pero kung iisipin minsan lang sya dumaan, nakuha mo pang saktan..
v Umaasa ako na mahalin mo. Tagal ko ring naghintay para sayo. Akala ko pag naging close tayo,mapapansin mo na ko. Pero sa sobrang lapit mo pala,mas kitang kita ko na iba mahal mo…
v I learned to love someone with all my life. But there came a point when I got tired, not of loving but sacrificing all that I have. Then a thought came to my mind,,, I have given everything but have received nothing but pain and tears in return. Is this enough to prove that I really love that person? Or is it a sign telling me to stop sacrificing and learn to love myself a little more?
v If he’s not for me, he’ll never be for me no matter how much I obsess about him. But in case, just in case, he’s for me, he’ll always be for me no matter how often I set him free…
v I look into your eyes and they’re smiling at me. They never tell lies and I know that you’re happy. But what good will smiles do for me when deep down I know I’m not the one who made you happy?…
v Bakit kaya pag nagmamahal ka may halong sakit? Lagi na ka lang umiiyak pero bakit ayaw mo pa rin bumitaw? Dahil ba mahal mo sya? O dahil iniisip mo na mahal ka rin nya?
v Sarap ng feeling pag umiiyak ang isang tao para sayo, knowing na mahalaga ka sa kanya. Pero nagiging selfish tayo, iniisip natin “mahal nya ko” pero di natin napapnsin “grabe, nasasaktan na pala sya”…
v I guess to have you will never be and I have to accept it even if it hurts me. But there’s one thing I want to ask from you and I hope you’ll grant it too… will you let me love you till I get over you?”
v He left me dark and empty, shattered and lonely. Painful? Of course it was. But what hurts more is he left me fast. I tried to chase him with all my might. But he said it just wasn’t right. I told him I need him so badly. But you know what he told me? “If you need me, I need someone too. And I’m sorry, it’s not you…”
v Kapag sobrang mahal mo pala ang isang tao, parang wala ka nang mararamdamang iba…masaya, magaan ,maginhawa. Kaso, kapag sobrang mahal mo pala siya, may kapalit ding sobrang sakit. Nakakainis isipin na kahit paulit-ulit kang iwan, saktan, hindi mo magawang magalit sa kanya. Minsan, dumarating din pala sa buhay ng tao ang kapaguran. Kailangan mo ring magpahinga at magsaya…Magsaya kahit hindi na siya kasama. At higit sa lahat kalimutan ang lahat, pati ang pag-ibig na inilaan mo para lang sa kanya…
v Minsan tinanong ako, “kaya mo bang ibigay lahat para sa taong mahal mo?”di ko alam isasagot. Natahimik lang ako tsaka biglang nasabi sa kanya, “kulang pa bang hayaan ko siyang iwan ako para sa iba?”
v Sometimes I wonder if I have a sign taped at my back that says, “BREAK MY HEART”
v It’s easy to fall completely with someone. It’s easy to believe all those lies. It’s easy to lose yourself to someone you hardly know. But why isn’t it easy to forget someone I loved who found it easy to let me go???
v Sabi nila “enough na!”. Sabi nila “move one na!”. Sabi nila “bitawan mo na!”. Lam mo anong sabi ko? Simple lang naman, “pano kung bukas mahal niya na ko, saying naman di ba?”
v Takot ako mawala ka, di ko alam kung bakit. Hindi sa hindi ako mabubuhay ng wala ka, kundi takot akong dumating yung araw na mahal pa rin kita kahit wala ka na…
v Ang hirap umasa na magbabalikan pa kayo ng mahal mo. Ang hirap ding isipin na napunta lang sa wala ang pagmamahalan nyo. Pero higit sa lahat ang hirap tanggapin na limot ka na nya kahit ikaw nagmamahal pa rin ng sobra…
v Pano kaya kung kalimutan mo siya? Yung as in limot? Tapos nagkita kayo ulit pagkalipas ng maraming taon, masasabi mo kayang “uy, musta?” habang ang sagot nya, “eto, mahal pa rin kita…”
v Minsan parang malabo, parang di ako kumbinsidong mahal mo nga ako. Pero ito sasabihin ko sayo, iwan mo man ako ng dahil sa iba, pag di ka na masaya sa kanya, pangako, BABAWIIN KITA!
v It’s so frustrating to admit that it’s hard to forget someone you love so much. You did everything you know that would make him happy, you gave everything even yourself, you sacrifice a lot and almost forgot yourself. But in spite of all, he let you down. It felt like heaven and earth squeezed you. You can’t say a word, can’t breathe, and can’t move; all you did was to cry. How can you just forget everything when memories dance in your mind, slowly killing you, making you weaker inside, and all that he ever did was to say goodbye…
v Minsan masarap maging isip bata. Tipong konting iyak, ayos na. Kaya pag ako iniwan mo, lam mo gagawin ko? Iiyak saglit, iisipin kong kalaro lang kita. Bukas babalik ka naman di ba?
v I don’t want to put in my mind that someday, I’d have to see you walking away from me. But before it happens, I just wanna clarify something: you may go but I’ve got no reason not to follow…
v He’s there but not really. I never really had him so I never really lost him. I think this is how we’ll always be, “I had him, he had me, but then again, not really…”
v Gusto ko sanang sabihin sa kanya na nasasaktan ako. Minsan gusto ko rin sabihing nahihirapan na ako. Kaso natatakot ako kasi baka sabihin nya, “Bakit mo ko sisisihin? kasalanan ko bang di kita kaya mahalin?”
v Minsan kahit pilitin kong limutin ang isang tao na naging part ng buhay ko, di ko magawa! Kahit na sinaktan at iniwan nya lang ako! Dahil ako mismo sa sarili ko alam ko na handa ako ulit masaktan basta bumalik lang sya,,,
v The problem with loving too much is not the fact that the one you love doesn’t give a damn or doesn’t love you as much but it’s the question that will hurt you every time you ask, “san ba ko nagkulang?”
v Parang gusto ko syang kalimutan pero di ko alam kung paano at kailan, di ko sigurado dahil baka magkamali lang ako at magsisi lang. Baka kasi kung kailan ko sya nakalimutan, tsaka pa sya matauhan…
v What is sad about loving somebody is when you’re not good enough because somebody else still occupies his mind and heart and… you know you can’t compete…
v Sabi nila pag wala na yung taong mahal mo,”move on” ..pero pano ba magpaalam sa isang nakaraan pilit kang binabalikan at sa isang taong sa nangako sayo na, “kahit kailan di kita iiwan…”
v The sad situation is not the discovery that your prince is committed to someone else. What’s truly pathetic is how you try to snatch the princess role for yourself…when really, you’re just the witch who gets in the way…
v I believe the saddest thing in life is caring so much for someone and then one day, you look into their eyes and realize that they’re gone. All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name…
v I’ll never hate him for not loving me..i’ll never hate seeing him with the girl he loves coz I know… he’s happy… but I hate him most when…he’s making me fall even more while here I am trying my very best… to “let go”…
v Mahirap balikan ang isang taong minsan ka nang sinaktan,,madaling magbigay ng isa pang chance pero mahirap ng ibalik ang tiwalang nasira lalo na kung sya pa ang sumuko at nang-iwan…
v Minsan kahit gano mo kamahal ang isang tao, kailangan mo nang bitawan…kahit gaano mo pa pinahalagahan, di dahil di mo sya mahal kaya mo sya iiwan…walang matibay na dahilan kundi ang katotohanang di ka na nya kailangan…
v Don’t give up on her like you did to me… since you chose her, I’ve learned to set you free. Do everything you can, it’s worth all the fuss coz if it wasn’t for her, still, it could have been us…
v Minsan nagkukunwari ako pag nasasaktan, sa pagluha ko nalalabas ang tunay na nararamdaman,, pero minsan nagkukunwari akong maligaya sa harap ng iba, tumatawa, kahit ang totoo…hindi ko na kaya…
v Minsan ayaw kong bumitiw sa kamay dahil ayaw ko syang mawala pero wala akong magagawa kung sya na mismong nagsabi na… “huwag ka nang kumapit pa,,, dahil bibitawan na kita..”
v Bakit kaya pag mahal mo parating inaagaw? Nakakatakot noh? Kaya ako,takot akong mawala sya sakin,,pero hindi ba mas nakakatakot pag alam mong yung umagaw e yun pang minahal nya dati…
v Tama bang mag-move on? Kahit yung nakaraan… masakit pa? Tama bang magmahal kahit sya pa rin nasa puso mo? At tama bang magsinungaling kahit…alam mo sya pa rin ang mahal mo?
v I’m sorry if you can’t love me the way you loved the one before me, so I’ll let you go to find the person and hope someday you’ll see, that the one true love you’re looking for, was the one who set you free…
v When I see him, his smile, his frown, his eyes, just everything about him,, I end up liking him just as much as I did before I stop. I guess once you love someone, and admit it, there’s no crossing back. It’s a line that will forever stay embedded deep within your heart. Because once you have loved that someone, it doesn’t go away. You’re forced to care. And though how much you wish to prevent it, deep inside you know, he’ll always be special…
v Di ko alam kung ano ang tunay na nararamdaman mo para sakin, pero kung ano man yun, nakahanda ako,mahal mo man ako o hindi, laro o totoo, isa lang alam ko,,, mahal kita masaktan man ak
v Blame me coz I met you… Blame me coz I fell in love with you so much… Blame me for everything you thought I shouldn’t have done… But, for that one promise you told me, “I’ll spend a lifetime with you, I love you”, should I blame you for the pain you caused when you left me in the dark with a broken heart????
v Tell me you hate me, with me you’re always blue, it hurts if you don’t tell me, you know I suffer too. Tell me you’re crying and with me you feel so low. Just tell me you don’t love me, and softly, I’D LET YOU GO…
v “Should I smile because we’re friends? or should I cry because that’s all we’ll ever be??”
v UNDERSTANDING vs. STUPIDITY
When he says, “no”, I say, “ok” I never ask “why?”… when he says “sorry”, more than saying ok, I say, “I understand”.. he told me “I love you”, I didn’t reply, “I love you too” but, “thanks for loving me too”… whenever he says “goodnight” I tell him, “I’d still enjoy tomorrow because you’re there standing by”… but one day he admitted, “I love someone else”, guess what I said, “go on. Be happy. I let go, coz if that’s the thing that will make you smile, I’d rather choose to get hurt than see the sad face I see when you’re mine…”
v Diba ang hirap pag may mahal ka pero di sayo? Gusto mo makasama pero iba kasama nya, gusto mo alagaan pero iba nag-aalaga sa kanya. Higit sa lahat mahirap mahal ka din nya pero tangina, asan sya???
v Time will come when you have to let go of someone who matters to you,, even if you try to stop it, you just can’t..yes it sucks especially when you know you’ve given all and things still went wrong, even if you tried your best to keep the relationship.. all things end, all things stop and all things fade.. all including a love that you thought that would last forever…
v Ano ba ang ex? Yun bang pinaiyak ka na, pinatawad mo pa? Yun bang binalewala ka na, hinahanap mo pa? Yun bang nagmamahal na ng iba, minamahal mo pa? O yun bang kinalimutan ka na, tinetext mo pa??
v Mahirap ibalik ang nakaraan, nagkulang man tayo, di na kayang punuan…gusto man nating ulitin, di natin kaya gawin…pero pinakamahirap sa lahat…yung may chance na ibalik ang nawala pero di nagawa…
v You wanna know what really sucks? It’s when you want to ask one simple question but your heart is way too scared of the answer…
v Sana kaya ng puso ko maging fair para kung sino lang ang nagmamahal ng sobra sakin, sya na lang pipiliin kaysa yung taong kahit mahalin ko ng sobra sobra, iba rin ang pinipili nya… =’(
v Masakit mahalin ang taong di ka na mahal,,,nakakapagod lang umasa pero kahit umiwas ka na, may mas sasakit pa,,,ang patagong umasang babalik siya habang hinihintay mo ang araw na matanggap mong wala ng pag-asa…
v Wala akong ibang gusto kundi ang makita kang masaya. Lahat gagawin ko, makita ka lang na maligaya. Pero kung ang tanging paraan ay ang masaktan ako, kahit mahirap, kahit masakit…iiyak ako para sa kaligayahan mo…
v Kailan kaya darating ang araw na sa pagising ko, ayos na ang lahat? Yung di ko na kailangang tiisin ang sakit at magkunwaring masaya…yung masasabi ko ng totoo na “sa wakas, nakayanan ko, di ko na sya mahal…”
v Gaano kahirap turuan ang pusong magmahal ng isang taong di mo mahal? Ganun din kaya kahirap kung pipiliting wag mahalin ang taong mahal na mahal mo?
v Ang nagmamahal sayo,minsan nakakalimutan mo, minsan nababalewala, ginagawa mong tanga,,,syempre mahal ka nga naman. Pero kung iisipin minsan lang sya dumaan, nakuha mo pang saktan..
v Umaasa ako na mahalin mo. Tagal ko ring naghintay para sayo. Akala ko pag naging close tayo,mapapansin mo na ko. Pero sa sobrang lapit mo pala,mas kitang kita ko na iba mahal mo…
v I learned to love someone with all my life. But there came a point when I got tired, not of loving but sacrificing all that I have. Then a thought came to my mind,,, I have given everything but have received nothing but pain and tears in return. Is this enough to prove that I really love that person? Or is it a sign telling me to stop sacrificing and learn to love myself a little more?
v If he’s not for me, he’ll never be for me no matter how much I obsess about him. But in case, just in case, he’s for me, he’ll always be for me no matter how often I set him free…
v I look into your eyes and they’re smiling at me. They never tell lies and I know that you’re happy. But what good will smiles do for me when deep down I know I’m not the one who made you happy?…
v Bakit kaya pag nagmamahal ka may halong sakit? Lagi na ka lang umiiyak pero bakit ayaw mo pa rin bumitaw? Dahil ba mahal mo sya? O dahil iniisip mo na mahal ka rin nya?
v Sarap ng feeling pag umiiyak ang isang tao para sayo, knowing na mahalaga ka sa kanya. Pero nagiging selfish tayo, iniisip natin “mahal nya ko” pero di natin napapnsin “grabe, nasasaktan na pala sya”…
v I guess to have you will never be and I have to accept it even if it hurts me. But there’s one thing I want to ask from you and I hope you’ll grant it too… will you let me love you till I get over you?”
v He left me dark and empty, shattered and lonely. Painful? Of course it was. But what hurts more is he left me fast. I tried to chase him with all my might. But he said it just wasn’t right. I told him I need him so badly. But you know what he told me? “If you need me, I need someone too. And I’m sorry, it’s not you…”
v Kapag sobrang mahal mo pala ang isang tao, parang wala ka nang mararamdamang iba…masaya, magaan ,maginhawa. Kaso, kapag sobrang mahal mo pala siya, may kapalit ding sobrang sakit. Nakakainis isipin na kahit paulit-ulit kang iwan, saktan, hindi mo magawang magalit sa kanya. Minsan, dumarating din pala sa buhay ng tao ang kapaguran. Kailangan mo ring magpahinga at magsaya…Magsaya kahit hindi na siya kasama. At higit sa lahat kalimutan ang lahat, pati ang pag-ibig na inilaan mo para lang sa kanya…
v Minsan tinanong ako, “kaya mo bang ibigay lahat para sa taong mahal mo?”di ko alam isasagot. Natahimik lang ako tsaka biglang nasabi sa kanya, “kulang pa bang hayaan ko siyang iwan ako para sa iba?”
v Sometimes I wonder if I have a sign taped at my back that says, “BREAK MY HEART”
v It’s easy to fall completely with someone. It’s easy to believe all those lies. It’s easy to lose yourself to someone you hardly know. But why isn’t it easy to forget someone I loved who found it easy to let me go???
v Sabi nila “enough na!”. Sabi nila “move one na!”. Sabi nila “bitawan mo na!”. Lam mo anong sabi ko? Simple lang naman, “pano kung bukas mahal niya na ko, saying naman di ba?”
v Takot ako mawala ka, di ko alam kung bakit. Hindi sa hindi ako mabubuhay ng wala ka, kundi takot akong dumating yung araw na mahal pa rin kita kahit wala ka na…
v Ang hirap umasa na magbabalikan pa kayo ng mahal mo. Ang hirap ding isipin na napunta lang sa wala ang pagmamahalan nyo. Pero higit sa lahat ang hirap tanggapin na limot ka na nya kahit ikaw nagmamahal pa rin ng sobra…
v Pano kaya kung kalimutan mo siya? Yung as in limot? Tapos nagkita kayo ulit pagkalipas ng maraming taon, masasabi mo kayang “uy, musta?” habang ang sagot nya, “eto, mahal pa rin kita…”
v Minsan parang malabo, parang di ako kumbinsidong mahal mo nga ako. Pero ito sasabihin ko sayo, iwan mo man ako ng dahil sa iba, pag di ka na masaya sa kanya, pangako, BABAWIIN KITA!
v It’s so frustrating to admit that it’s hard to forget someone you love so much. You did everything you know that would make him happy, you gave everything even yourself, you sacrifice a lot and almost forgot yourself. But in spite of all, he let you down. It felt like heaven and earth squeezed you. You can’t say a word, can’t breathe, and can’t move; all you did was to cry. How can you just forget everything when memories dance in your mind, slowly killing you, making you weaker inside, and all that he ever did was to say goodbye…
v Minsan masarap maging isip bata. Tipong konting iyak, ayos na. Kaya pag ako iniwan mo, lam mo gagawin ko? Iiyak saglit, iisipin kong kalaro lang kita. Bukas babalik ka naman di ba?
v I don’t want to put in my mind that someday, I’d have to see you walking away from me. But before it happens, I just wanna clarify something: you may go but I’ve got no reason not to follow…
v He’s there but not really. I never really had him so I never really lost him. I think this is how we’ll always be, “I had him, he had me, but then again, not really…”
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Broken Hearted
I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different.
They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
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